Size 10 jeans, please

I'm a Canadian whovian nerdfighter who is made of awesome but I don't feel it with my body. My goal is to be motivated, and to fit into size 10 jeans to be as awesome as I feel on the inside while living in New Zealand.

1 New follower = 10 push ups

1 Like of a post = 10 Jump squats

1 Message = Jog in place for 1 minute

1 Reblog = 10 crunches

5’4" SW - 230

CW - 220

GW’S - 225 - 220 - 215 - 210 - 205 - 200 - 195 - 190 - 185 - 180 - 175 - 170 165 - 160 -155 - 150 - or until i feel better about myself. :)

Total weight lost - 10lbs

Binge free for 272 days! :D



January 9th
5:43 PM
So this is not a before and after, but people have been asking me about my progress so far.  When people in real life have asked me how much I’ve lost, I said I’ve  only lost 10lbs. They get really surprised, and they said that I have  lost a lot more than that. I got really confused because I didn’t feel  like I’ve lost any more than 10lbs. Since I’ve been at 220 since  November maybe and the scale hasn’t budged either.  When I took my during picture it made more sense. It just proves that  just because your scale isn’t changing the numbers, doesn’t mean your  body isn’t. I have replaced a lot of my fat with muscle, and my skin is  much tighter than the previous times I have lost weight. I also like myself a lot more than when I went from a size 22 to a size 14 as a teenager. Which to me is something I never thought would happen.  Don’t believe everything that the scale says because it’s not measuring  how much you’re kicking your own ass. It measures your organs, poop,  water, muscles, and etc. So don’t get discouraged! You’re doing awesome. 

So this is not a before and after, but people have been asking me about my progress so far.

When people in real life have asked me how much I’ve lost, I said I’ve only lost 10lbs. They get really surprised, and they said that I have lost a lot more than that. I got really confused because I didn’t feel like I’ve lost any more than 10lbs. Since I’ve been at 220 since November maybe and the scale hasn’t budged either.

When I took my during picture it made more sense. It just proves that just because your scale isn’t changing the numbers, doesn’t mean your body isn’t. I have replaced a lot of my fat with muscle, and my skin is much tighter than the previous times I have lost weight. I also like myself a lot more than when I went from a size 22 to a size 14 as a teenager. Which to me is something I never thought would happen. 

Don’t believe everything that the scale says because it’s not measuring how much you’re kicking your own ass. It measures your organs, poop, water, muscles, and etc. So don’t get discouraged! You’re doing awesome. 

January 31st
3:02 AM

Sup.

From the tittle of my username i would hope that it is kinda obvious.

Although if it isn’t, Hi.

I’m here to lose weight in hopes of being a size 10. This tumblr is to help me stay motivated towards my goal. I don’t wish to be a skinny model but, i just want to be the healthy girl that I know i am.

I’ve lost weight before while i was a teen, and it was my lowest weight (but i was still a plus sized kid) but i’ve gained a bit since then, not as much, but it’s not exactly wanted.

I’d love to be able to fit into clothes I have, that are medium size, and i’d love to be able to go outside in a skirt and not want to run back inside. I’d love to wear my pokemon t-shirts and not look like a fat nerd with my fat hanging from my arms.

Although I’d be lying if i said this was mostly for myself. This is also for my boyfriend of two years. He lives in new zealand now and I’m trying to gain money to move there, but I also want to lose my fat since he should have a healthier and easier-to-cuddle version of me. There has been too many times that I’ve broken down because of how i look, and people yelling at us because of my appearance. I love that he’s there for me and loves me unconditionally, and doesn’t care that I am big. But I’d rather not let him deal with me being an emotional bag of poo anymore because of my appearance. I hate doing that to him.

So I’m going to be the smaller curvy girl I know i can be on the outside and throw away the fat suit i have now to make my mom’s family, my friends and my boyfriend proud.

So here goes

I’m going to kick some ass